November 2011
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Oh Jesus please.
Ok, people shouldn’t deal drugs if they can’t be professional about it. I just want my shit.
Please, let this work out. I’ve been waiting to long.
October 2011
4 posts
Gravity.
It’s when I’m lying down, I feel beautiful.
Gravity pushes me down,
Flattens me out.
The weight sinks inside me, and I am truly beautiful.
In that moment,
I am thin.
Such is life.
I do not feel very attractive. My boyfriend, doesn’t make me feel very attractive.
I’m so homesick. I want to be in my old room. With my old life. I want to be with my parents, hating them being around… I miss everything.
I miss the way you used to look at me… And touch me… I feel so gross… Sad.
I feel alone. More than alone.
I feel like a sinking ship.
I know something happened between you two.
Every inch on my body can feel it.
I feel so fucking ugly.
Ugh, kill me now. Please?
September 2011
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August 2011
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Down a pound and a half!
30 mins of cardio
and 54grams of protein. I feel really good today.
I've started.
I don’t think I could do this without my smart phone. I know it’s sounds retarded, but I have a calories counter on it, which has a meal tracker and everything on it. I can make quick notes and changes with it, and always have control. I’m 214 pounds, and I’d like to lose 60 pounds in 6 months. I think that’s completely reasonable. I’ve got this. I have...
July 2011
2 posts
I am gross.
I am fat. I know this. I know this well. I know it so well, I refuse to listen to those who fail to see how fat I really am.
I will forgive them.
One day, I’ll be thin, and small, and they will realize how right I was; how right I am.
June 2011
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May 2011
2 posts
I will be thin; and everything will be okay.
April 2011
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